I close my eyes. just to see a small snowflake as the cool breeze of winter falls. It will freeze everything. hopefully. . . . But for now my blood runs like fire forcing me to be alive. I hate this world. when I gain power it shall truely pay. and Not even the goddesses can stop me. For I shall be forced to turn my back.  cause this is about me and no one else. and it's time to settle a score.  Trine where are you now. I need you. I beg of you please come and find me. I'll be yours. I need nothing. Please trine come for me now. so that I can leave her in peace.